seeing you today made me think of what we had..and what we'll never have again..you were cold, different..but u still know me well enough to see through my seemingly fine exterior. i was angry but i didn't know why. u make me laugh, no doubt, but things are different..so different. all i ask is for a friend in you..someone i can trust with my innermost feelings..yet u are indifferent to it all. i must really mean a hell lot to u man. *sarcasm* well..things at home have been less than happy..adds to the depressed state of mind i'm currently in. i hate the education system. i hate that i feel so pressured to perform. i hate that my expectations are now just dust, that reality is far harsher than i'd like to think. i hate this world, save for some around me. i hope God hears me.
